Wobbles

I would like to find the center of my existence. So often there are so many things spinning around me. When you are not centered in your life, it gets wobbly because you are a heavy part of your life. Also, if you let anyone or anything else become to heavy in your life you can get the wobbles too. Often times I go through wobbles that get more and more intense until, somehow, I find myself on the edge of my existence looking in. It is a very strange feeling to view your own life from an observatory perspective. I would prefer to be on the inside.